Well I respectfully decline, once again, to live half a life/existence and wait until the hour of my death amen.
I want my life back! Well, I want that part of my life that is filled with joy, with ability for my body to obey my will to want and to do.
I just started an outpatient program yesterday to help me with my depression. It’s from 9-3 daily and consists of group therapy, education, occupational therapy, and just in general hanging out with someone other than my own fine depressed self. Means up and bathed and dressed and there by 9 which is a huge stretch all by itself, lol… but it’s good for me.
I’ve been through it before when I was really depressed, and a few times when I was manic too. The staff is really great and many of them have worked there for years, so it is almost comforting to need help (lol)
I enjoyed reading your blogs tonight. 🙂 Keep going!
I will be back at it when I can